Saturday, January 30, 2010 - 12:02 PM
update blog in the changi airport. have u every try it before? hehe. i am trying it now. cause i am at the changi airport. hmm... the changi aiport was such a silent place. with the relax background music is it nice? everyone should trying doing it. the feeling is great. althought alone is quite lonely but the feeling is great cause is quiet n cooling. hmm.... should i go n find out the place the places that is quite n nice for stress people to relax. actually don u feel that being human is such stress with studies, money, n others thing that make u real stress enough that u will wan to leave this world? some are nt stress but just feel lonely in this world feel that there a no one that will be beside u.just like this picture. the one n only road where there are no one.
Wednesday, January 27, 2010 - 6:14 PM
what is happy? what is love? i don really understand this two words in my life. only noe the meaning of sad. maybe this what i should noe n what i should nt noe. maybe my life does nt have any love does nt have any happy. my life is just sad. everyday crying that all. if is so then why don i just end my life so that i can end everything. nt bring troubles to anyone. including the loves ones n the friends that i have. maybe my life is stated that my life is sad n happy. so why don i just end n go for a new life in another world. which maybe will make me happier n noe the the meaning of love?? if i really leave this world hope my loves n friends could take good care of yourselves. n be happy forever. have someone who u like n someone who love u just the same love u give to your loves ones.
Thursday, January 21, 2010 - 1:09 AM
hias. could nt sleep. so decided to update my blog. nth to do. msn no poeple online so cant talk with people. watch drama watch until like no drama left to watch. hias. nth to do. if i die can solve everything then i rather choose to die instead of living in this world. but before i leave this world i will sure cant leave n bear. hias. who call me love him so much. he care a lot for me. a person other then family the first person that really tells me what is love about. i did nt noe what is love at all about. maybe this is my life. or should i say that everything is already prepared. just waiting for the time to arrive. what will happen next nobody really noe
Sunday, January 17, 2010 - 8:55 PM
sry did nt have time to update my blog cause was having a concert at VCH. i was busy from noon. what a busy i had. i left sch going 1. when we reached VCH we place our bags in a room then set up instrument. we went to the hall n waited for our turn to practice. after practicing we place our instrument aside then went to gather at a staircase . miss yeo treated us donuts. after eating we have a short conversation with mr de then we went for our dinner. after eating our dinner, we went to change into our band uniform then waited for our turn to play. our turn is during the second half of the concert. believe a lot of people waited us to play our songs. after playing the sec2 people went down the stage then went to keep our instrument then waited for the senior to play finish their pieces. after that we went up the stage to help them clear the chairs. and we had to carry the percusion insturment to the first level. then after that we went to take our bags n our instruments. i did nt went back with the school. i went back with nelson, hassan, ah boy. we took the mrt to pasir ris. then when we reach pasir ris, i could nt take it. the band uniform is too hot. i went to the ladies to change. after that we went to the macdonal to have or "dinner". after that we went to take the bus home. when i reach my hse bus stop the bus was empty. only left us. then when we alight only left the bus driver. sadded. haha. then when i alight i saw xin yan n ryan. they were looking at the bus information to see if there are buses to take home cause is already 1225. haha. lucky still have to bus 53 to take home. after that i reach home then i quickly went to take a shower. wth! my hair very hard to wash cause have spray. then after washing still have to use hairdryer to dry my hair. in order to sleep. as soon as i lie down. i was already sleeping as i was very tried. hmm. tmr nelson is going for his camp. his camp is 3 days 2 nights. will miss him a lot one! :(
Sunday, January 10, 2010 - 6:36 PM
1 week of sch has just ended. nt use to sch. will feel tired during sch times. n the time to sleep has change. hias but still ok cause can see friends in sch. dunno what to talk about cause did nt go out today. stay at home for the whole day today.
Tuesday, January 5, 2010 - 6:58 PM
what is your character? i really dunno. i realised that i don really understand u at all. i hope that i can find out what is the real u. u hang up my phone then say u nt angry with me. but u did scold me n said that i don trust u. it make me really upset when i heard that u said that u are sad that i don believe u. did u really noe what i was thinking. feel very tired. don wish to continue life. leave the world so that i have no trouble at all. very tired. leave the world wan xuan! don live in this world go to a better world. where there are no troubles at all. bye!